Chapter 1 done

I'm shutting my mind out like a book,
The chapter is over,
So please don't look.
The words, drip down the wall,
To stain my heart,
And make me feel small.

Show me your face you crazy liar,
While we look at you for hope,
I'm the one changing a tier.
Blinded by words and deeds,
You lay my hand on a book,
Only to break my heart, and mislead.

Ink drowning in my tears,
Yes you fool,
I am filled with fear.
Allow me to tell you,
That today, I sit on a fence,
Heaven or hell, where are you?